"Add engaging title"... You're not the boss of me!!!
- chancethenomad
- Dec 15, 2016
- 2 min read
So looking through my Tumblr feed and thinking back about a conversation my brother and I had in regards to me moving to Oregon after my disability starts... He calls it "The Big Goodbye"... because we both know our paths won't cross again. His home is in Florida (where I currently am as well) and my desire is to get back west and give in to the urge to move to Oregon I have had for over 12 years now... he is also concerned that I will just drop out of society when I go... which is exactly why I love the thought of Oregon!!! I have already decided that whatever amount of time I have left on this planet I plan on just focusing on my Catholic Faith and working on my body (getting outdoors, (van) camping, hiking, and seeing the forests and coast of Oregon, possibly going to the gym, doing yoga, getting back to vegetarianism) and my mind (reading more, less TV/videos, taking photos of nature I am in, and actually trying to find a real hobby or two)... Most of my friends will be happy with the latter two, but the vast majority of my friends are pretty anti-religion... and I have full intention to get back to my faith, as previously mentioned.... I kind of imagine myself becoming a lone lay Catholic Monk (who listens to punk and watches horror movies hahahah) and that really makes me happy. I know a few friends will still come around and they accept who and what my plans and intentions are... and they are the ones I will happily stay in contact with one way or another... But like I mentioned in the previous post, my Facebook days are numbered... Because I do want to fully embrace this vision of my future that I have in my head... and only want to associate with those who at least accept my path... they don't have to follow the same ideas and goals... just accept that my path is headed that way. Brother Chance... hahahaha Yeah, I really can see the drive for some to become monks... I love solitude and I have come to really enjoy quiet prayer times just as much. So, just rambling on and I keep being interrupted... in a nutshell, those are basically my near future intentions... Cheers!
