ARRRGH!!!! Fuck!

The past two days have been incredible! It was great, I slept well... I felt creative... Hell, I was creative. I was starting to get some motivation and then BLAM! RLS back, anger is back, frustration through the roof and I can't fucking sleep. The difference, the first two days, I was completely by myself... Now, everyone is back and I hate to say it, I am suppressing violent rage. Grinding my teeth, even! I always knew I liked it alone... but the wave of stress that has hit me, growing steadily, is fucking insane. Sharp pains in my feet, legs twitching and jumping like electric probes are stuck in them and have NO control over them... I am wide awake in anger... anger for no real reason... pure anger.... Like, "I wanna punch someone" anger. This is fucking nuts!